考虑良久，小曾还是打算放弃‘纯情教师’，这本书彻底失败，写到差不多一半左右的时候，问题渐渐暴露出来了，选择教师这个题材，同时选择教体育，这其实就已经注定了小曾的失败，对于这种题材的拿捏与掌控，这种类型的我还差得太远，可以说从一开始就挂羊头卖狗肉，但我越写越觉得不对劲，最后写到现在我每写一个字都感觉到艰难无比，写这本书真的耗费了我很多脑细胞，但还是失败了。

当然，这是我个人能力不足的影响，我无话可说，因为这本书我很焦虑，很烦躁，甚至有点急功近利的味道，但反而起到了反效果，这也是失败的一个原因之一。

同时，大家应该也看得到小曾是双开，准备也实在是太不充分了，最后搞得两头不得兼顾。

种种原因很多很多，小曾不想找借口，扑了就是扑了，勇于承认。

对此，我感到很抱歉，让大家失望了，小曾也觉得很可惜，但这没办法，小曾要吃饭，我热爱写小说，喜欢有读者来催更的欣慰感，因为大家喜欢读我的书，但小曾是一名职业作者，需要靠这个养家糊口，在当今社会，一个月连两千都赚不到，这日子真的没法过，不管大家如何失望、如何辱骂。

小曾无话可说，只能说句抱歉！

接下来，我会去努力写老书《超级特工》。先将这书好好写完本，不再好高骛远，已经对不起大家了，不能在对不起‘特工’的读者，抱歉，抱歉！

下本书，我一定会准备充分再发！

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